As I sit here I can think of all the things I could be doing. It's like I'm being Punk'd right now... I have time off work, the house to myself but I can't do shiz. I COULD clean the house, organize my closet, do crafts, paint my front door, make an awesome dinner... but I just can't move. I can think of a million crafts in my head that I totally want to do... this is so irritating.
My mentality is that if I'm not being productive I'm a failure. I always need to be efficient. If I'm not being efficient then I am not a good contribution to society. I don't care for lazy people, lazy people who don't try annoy me. I feel like I'm being lazy so I am annoying myself. What is wrong with me? Why can't I allow myself to rest without feeling guilty? It's driving me CRAZY! I am resting my body but my brain just won't stop!!! Uggggggggggggg! I need some retail therapy, can I get a doctors note for that? :)
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